Monday, May 27, 2019

Memorial Day

Freedom has never been free.
It always comes at cost.
We often take for granted
All that freedom costs.

If we start to feel perhaps
Our freedom slipping away,
We do not take it lightly.
We want our liberty.

But are we truly thankful
For those who walked before us,
For those who walk beside us,
Ensuring we stay free?

All those gravestones line the ground.
All those flags wave freely.
All those soldiers say goodbye
And leave someone behind weeping.

No, freedom never has been free.

How thankful that I am 
That death is not the end,
That by the death of our dear Lord
We’re free from death and sin.

Today I’m truly thankful
For freedom in this life 
And for those who bought that freedom.

Praise Jesus, praise the Son!

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

20 Years: And We Stand Together Forever

“Canon in D,”
“To Make You Feel my Love,”
“Standing on Holy Ground.”
I was walking on air 
Because you were there 
Marrying me that day.

I looked at you.
We were so in love.
And you stood by me.
And you stand by me.
And we stand together forever.

Moving away from home,
College Degrees,
Buying our first home.
Great adventure with you 
As we learned and grew
Doing life just us two.

I looked at you.
We were so in love.
And you stood by me.
And you stand by me.
And we stand together forever.

Baby makes three
And then four, five, six,
And even seven.
Twenty years and two more moves.
I still love our life 
Together.

I look at you.
We are so in love.
And you’ve stood by me.
And you stand by me.
And we stand together forever

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Deliberate in 2019


Deliberate is the word that I have chosen for 2019. With a move in this new year, I think it will be the perfect word to walk with as I seek to walk in the good works God has prepared for me. My verse is Ephesians 2:10.
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good 
works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should 
walk in them.
Ephesians 4-10 is a beautiful passage about God’s rich mercy and love that made us alive in Him by His grace. What a gift! Because He has prepared good works for me, His child, I want to be deliberate in walking out His works. I want to be deliberate in walking out a life of love in worship of my Savior. Twenty years ago January 2nd, Ephesians 5:1-2 was read at our wedding.
Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children; and walk
in love, just as Christ also loved you and gave Himself up for us, 
offering and a sacrifice to God as a fragrant aroma.
Deliberate is defined as done consciously and intentionally. It is from the Latin deliberatus, meaning “considered carefully.’ It can be translated deliberate, determined, resolved upon, and worked out. This is how I desire to live my Christian life. Colossians 3:17 is a great verse to remind me that this is my calling.
Whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the 
Lord Jesus, giving thanks through Him to God the Father.
I wrote a poem/song to start off this year. I hope to write more this year. I have started a Bible study on encouragement and Lord-willing will finish it this year.
May it be a blessed year! All praise to Jesus!

Do we live our lives like they matter?
Do we really know why we’re even here?
If we really know all about Jesus,
We know each day is made for Him.

Be deliberate.
Do it on purpose.
Be deliberate
Every day.

Ev-er-y day
Ev-er-y hour
Ev-er-y moment
Let’s be deliberate
In honoring Him.

He created us to worship Him.
He created us to live for Him.
Let’s live and breathe the love of Christ.
Let’s live our lives to worship Him.

Be deliberate.
Do it on purpose.
Be deliberate
Every day.

Ev-er-y day
Ev-er-y hour
Ev-er-y moment
Let’s be deliberate
In honoring Him.

In Christ Jesus, we are created
For good works, which He’d prepared.
Now let’s walk in them
The way He planned for us.
Let’s walk in them deliberately.

Be deliberate.
Do it on purpose.
Be deliberate
Every day.

Ev-er-y day
Ev-er-y hour
Ev-er-y moment
Let’s be deliberate
In honoring Him.






Monday, December 31, 2018

2018 Comes to a Close

And just like that, 2018 comes to a close. I started the year with the word Nourish (and also Cherish), and I must say that I did not concentrate on the words as much as in the past. I needed something to help me get going for the year, to focus, but they were not as concrete as past words Faith and Mercy so it was a bit different.  I was able to accomplish the goals of reading aloud through the New Testament with my children this year and read through the Old Testament again personally, and we surely are nourished by His Word. I love the conversations that we have had and the growth I have seen in their understanding. We continue to homeschool and learn and mature together. We have had some exciting development this year in our studies and some fun travels. It is a blessing indeed to have this time together. I still feel very lacking in the desire to better nourish relationships and cherish this time more, and I will continue to work on this in the coming year.     
The end of 2018 brought news that we will move our family to a new home and town in 2019. We have been in move-mode for several months, which I will admit I am not finding a time of nourishing and cherishing. I pray that I can cherish the time we have had in our small town and will relax more and not neglect nourishing the ones I love through this time.
Onto a new year and a new adventure…

Monday, December 24, 2018

The Lamb: Christmas 2018

The Lamb

All those years prophesied,
Pictures and shadows galore,
All the lambs slaughtered,
But still there’d be more.

Then one day to shepherds
Angels appeared
Bearing great joyful tidings
For a new baby boy.

To those caring for lambs
Came the news of The Lamb,
Agnes Dei: Lamb of God,
Jesus Christ, Savior of man.

He had come to the world:
Immanuel, God with us,
And we’d need no more lambs
To show us the way.

Jesus Christ is the Way,
Fully God, fully man,
He came to save sinners
And to rise again.

This Christmas and always
We remember He came.
Love brought Him down.
His grace made the way.

Merry Christmas from the McLennans 2018!

May this find you worshiping The Lamb this Christmas season.

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

His Truth Brings Peace: Sing unto the Lord

            On Monday nights, our church has Mission Night. People pray, write letters, visit people in the community, and sing hymns to the residents as the nursing homes. We often go sing as a family at the nursing home. We are not any of us great singers, but it doesn’t matter because that’s not what it is about. It is an opportunity to praise God in song as well as to bless the residents with the beautiful truth of God’s Word, presented through the hymns, and just to show them someone cares enough to visit them. I believe that this is a great way to honor our Savior.
            It is often sad to see residents in the depths of dementia or just the weakness that comes with age. I see the curse of sin about this earth, how our bodies deteriorate as we near death. We were created to live forever. Sin entered the world and with it death. Praise God that He sent Jesus to redeem us, to give us back eternal life, to not only forgive us for our disobedience but to step in and take our punishment that we might have His perfect righteousness. It isn’t too late for these people though. They can still hear God’s truth and be saved, not saved from an earthly death, but saved from an eternal death. They can walk from this life into His eternal glory with Jesus as the Savior. Many of them know Jesus, and they just need to be reminded of His love and comforted by His promises of Heaven. I love to sing that truth, to sing about the cross and about Glory.
            I was greatly blessed at the nursing home last night. I had silently prayed that this would be a time of worship and also bring comfort to the residents. Across the room I saw a woman struggling in her wheel chair, trying to get out. She had a strap on her so that she would not fall. I could see the distress on her face, the confusion, and the fear. I stood there and continued to sing, not sure if I should walk over there, not sure how I could help. As I saw her continue, I decided that I should go. I walked across and pushed her wheelchair up to table. She told me that she had to go home, that her mother wanted her home, that is was dangerous to stay out late. Oh the heartbreak that dementia brings. I tried to calmly tell her that I was going to sing some songs with her. She was panicking. I told her that she would be taken care of, that I was going to sing about Jesus. I stood there and began singing the hymn along with the others across the room. She started to calm and she closed her eyes. We sang a few songs, and I thought perhaps she had fallen asleep, but she looked up at me and said, “That’s so nice.” God was blessing her with peace through the hearing of those hymns. I continued to sing out the truth of those hymn (broken through tears), thinking of the great truth, praying it comforted her heart and another resident who looked panicked and needed this healing truth of Jesus. I sang to the other woman and smiled as I thought of my Savior and Heaven. She closed her eyes again and then would look up and smile. As we sang the last song, she was now beaming and singing along. I prayed for her to have peace as we left and she thanked us for coming. Oh the joy that filled my heart as I saw God’s mighty hand of love. Oh how I love my Savior and the truth of His Word.

            As I read my Bible after I returned home, I was reading in Psalms and hearing God speak about singing to Him, about how worthy is He, how great are His works, His love, His mercies, and also about Him not forsaking us in our old age. Oh how I cherish His Word and how He nourishes us by it and through it.  
“Do not cast me off in the time of old age;
Do not forsake me when my strength fails.”
Psalm 71:9